She gave me this devotional a few months back. And I have not really opened it for quite some time.
I was afraid. Always been. And there’s so many things that was stopping me from opening this book.
And for this time today, I finally opened page one.
It was quite hard. Few jewels coming down the cheeks. All I wanted was a tight hug.
And I should have done this a long time ago. But nothing could ever been more perfect, than this moment.
“I love you before my eyes”.
How authentic is that?
These are the words that welcomes me on the first page. And my chest is heavy. I can’t contain the sadness that is only waiting to explode.
I am healing. But the slope is too high that sometimes it feels impossible to do.
But One page at a time. One page at a time. will get there eventually.
John 3:16-17.